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In the mid 1990s we began seeing strange formations of long strands of “cloud” globally. Despite debunking attempts and Roswell-like diversions like cloud seeding by the various high ranking military and aviation groups it became clear by 2000AD that chemtrails were a real, tangible phenomena.
Cliff Carnicom lists 7 possible reasons for this aerosol spraying end-game. As with many omega-point systems we’re unable to reduce this to a singular cause or binary choice. Chemtrails are a high level covert black project and as we’ve said elsewhere – one they’ve kept locked down for a decade.
These include:
- HAARP related stratospheric communication
- ELF Wave communication
- plasma and ionization
- military techniques for pan-optic viewing
- a method of tracking and or disrupting UFO visitation
- population reduction via toxins etc.
Just one fallout from chemtrails found over the years was various forms of fibres, tubes and fungus. Up until recently what these did to humans was not known. This may have changed and the consequences are bizarre.
Linking Data Points – Chemtrails, Nano Tech, Morgellons
The pseudo illuminoids bring you a precursor to the FinalDeception in the possible form of a decades ahead hyper-agent delivered, as usual, in plane sight.
Or is this link to aerosol spraying not yet fully established? We can suggest this if we go back to one of the main statements by a bio-chemist insider who came out and spoke on the issue.
He claimed in an interview about Project Shield that in order to prevent UV rays penetrating the eco-system – these very same strands were part of the base plasma which support the particulate metals used in chemtrail spraying.
Chimera – Silicon Based A.I. Bio-Systems Coming to a Nervous-System Near You
The nano-bug has several kinds of intelligence including what micro-biologists call ‘quorum sensing’ – essentially this means cells communicate on a non-local [or hive] level. This element of things is backed up by personal experience of the illness where individuals noticed that the fibres responded in bizarre ways to various environmental input. For example – the ‘organism’ will climb out of a bleach solution in a few hours if given a method of escape.
It’s interesting that few people, even ion the so-called left-field research area, are prepared to confront just what this agent could be. Once you spend some time understanding even basic biology and bio-warfare you can only conclude that it exists outside of any consensus philosophy.
Here’s is part 5 of a six [currently] part series on the Jeff Rense show.
Morgellons and Chemtrails Investigation – Local Audio
Shoshanna Allison‘s support forum for those afflicted and researchers: http://morgellonsgroup.proboards23.com/
Here’s on of many news releases on how this is panning out – it’s obvious that the medical profession and disease control organizations across the board have no clue as to how to deal with this.
“Also I can assure you that this infectious agent is a rather slow but a dangerous one and all will become a primary topic.”
“The organism is a stray (non disclosed) target of a proteome research center.”
Doing some creative background work allows us to conclude the following:
- The agent is NOT CARBON BASED – that is it is a leap beyond anything we are currently aware of.
- The agent was probably *created as part of military/corporate bio-research influenced by genome advances.
- The agent can be spread by a number of vectors including person to person.
- The agent, when mapped to macro level, has intelligence, links into the DNA/RNA signals of the host.
- Due to the fact the agent can remain dormant in humans – it is totally possible that vast numbers of the population are already carrying.
- Morgellons [current name for the explicit result of the agent] cases have been recorded on every continent but the Arctic.
The fact there is evidence that the spores** which produce this agent are being ‘seeded’ by aerosol spraying – which we already know occurs on every continent – of course shifts the whole game. The Spanish Flu which was based on the current “bird flu” and coded H1N1 which killed millions at the end of WW1 apparently leaked from a US military lab.
* Then there is the possibility that this is in fact wrong and this new bio-agent came from elsewhere – i.e.: it’s an off-world entity.
** Note the link to chemtrail activity is not proven, more an ongoing hypothesis. If you research the possible delivery mechanism or “soup” through which the alleged [disclosed] chemtrail activity is distributed it is claimed that nano-threads are used as a kind of spiders web base for sunscreen creation.
This may have been the case but the fact the ultimate in bio-agents may be being distributed globally from the air on the population moves us onto a new level.
Instead of making a binary declaration as to whether this method of distribution is being used – we could assume that the spraying was going on for other [one of the many proposed] reasons and that this bio-agent was added under the cover of a wider, global agreement on environmental protection. After all, no-one is going to say no to this angle and it appears, from the fact tankers spray on every continent, that this is the case.
If you read the Project Shield interview – the ‘insider’ claims that the canister/chemical/aerosol production is in fact done under a blind system so each country/area cannot know who will be getting what.
This was meant to prevent exactly the sort of nightmare scenario occurring that we may be facing now: i.e. one party implements additional systems moving us from a system of global environ control to bio-warfare and possible genetic manipulation.
Findings and videos from European Researcher
“Also I can assure you that this infectious agent is a rather slow but a dangerous one and all will become topic number one.”
“The organism is a stray (non disclosed) target of a proteome research center.”
The nano-bug has several kinds of intelligence including what micro-biologists call ‘quorum sensing’ – essentially this means cells communicate on a non-local [or hive] level. This element of things is backed up by personal experience of the illness where individuals noticed that the fibers responded in bizarre ways to various environmental input.
For example – attempting to quell fiber activity in one area will sometimes result in a [greater] response in a nearby region of the body or the ‘organism’ will ‘climb’ out of a bleach solution in a few hours if given a method of escape.
American/Dutch Researcher and Fiber Microbiology
There is currently a growing research community attempting to tackle the issue on many levels at once.
- Identify an immediate help regime for suffers
- Locate members of the medical community world-wide who are prepared to push for recognition of the ‘disease’ within state health frameworks
- Trace the history, delivery and vector mechanisms of the system
- Consider the ‘meta’ impact of the system – likelihood of pandemic, impact on a species and evolutionary level
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Exclusive video footage of an environmentally resistant man made human pathogen. The micro organism is a product of proteomic and genomic research.
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Imagine having the mental prowess to be able to create living filaments heretofore unknown, that can reproduce themselves, some of which come with identifying letters embossed on them, and then to make them extrude from beneath your skin, all against your conscious will.
Sound like science fiction? It’s not, says the US Centers for Disease Control (CDC).
Despite having spent four years and $600,000, and using the world’s largest forensic database, the premier health agency reports it is unable to identify the source of the fibers emanating from those suffering with Morgellons. [1]
The CDC suggests that four out of a hundred thousand people – the rate of infection in Northern California – are imagining these filaments into existence.
Comprising an array of physical and mental symptoms [2], Morgellons is distinguished by novel fibers that protrude from the skin, causing lesions and sores that do not heal, or that heal very slowly.
“We conducted an investigation of this unexplained dermopathy to characterize the clinical and epidemiologic features and explore potential etiologies,” the paper explains.
The only potential etiology suggested was that the patients were delusional:
No common underlying medical condition or infectious source was identified, similar to more commonly recognized conditions such as delusional infestation.
The CDC provided more information in its press releases [3] hyping the study than it did in the 300-word study published last week.
Its Unexplained Dermopathy webpage goes beyond what was reported in the actual study, saying there is “no evidence of an environmental link,” and promised to do no further studies. [4]
“People who suffer from Morgellons disease are NOT delusional no matter what the CDC or the mainstream press would have you believe,” says Jan Smith of
She’s suffered with Morgellons for over 13 years.
The image above is on her home page.
“Ponder why a person with Morgellons disease would have tissue coming out of their bodywith embossed letters on it. This photo (above) is real and the sample has not been altered in any way. It is available for research and DNA testing.”
[5]
The CDC study reported,
“Most materials collected from participants’ skin were composed of cellulose, likely of cotton origin.”
One of the specimens extruded from Smith’s body was found to be composed of cellulose and GNA, the synthetic form of DNA. [6] Glycol nucleic acid does not occur naturally; it is used to create synthetic life forms. [7]
But why would the CDC not know exactly the origin of the cellulose, instead saying it’s likely from cotton? And what about the rest that was not cellulose? The study provided no details.
The CDC sent the cellulose and unnatural fibers to the Armed Forces Institute of Pathology (AFIP), reports the Associated Press. [8] AFIP has been collecting fiber samples and other forensic material for 150 years. [9] Its 2011 budget was $65 million. [10]
Surely, if these novel fibers are natural or lab-created, the AFIP would know. Apparently not.
AFIP is the same group that collected all the forensic evidence of the 9/11 attack on the Pentagon and at the Pennsylvania crash site, under code name Operation Noble Eagle. [11]
The Center for the Investigation of Morgellons Disease, headed by Dr. Randy Wymore, was also unable to identify the fibers.
The Oklahoma State University research center had the forensics team of the Tulsa Police Dept. compare samples to its database of 800 fibers and 90,000 organic compounds, without success, reports Natural News writer Barbara Minton. [12]
Though Wymore did not respond to my request for comment in reaction to the new CDC study, the Center’s home page still maintains that Morgellons,
“is frequently misdiagnosed as Delusional Parasitosis or an Obsessive Picking Disorder.”
[2]
What is the CDC hiding about Morgellons?
What the CDC didn’t say in the public report is that those fibers are alive and motile.
They grow and reproduce, and have been shown to do so in a petri dish using certain visible light frequencies. If delusions are creating them, that would be a first in human evolution.
Research conducted by Cliff Carnicom indicates that the still-unidentified fibers seen in Morgellons patients are the same as those collected after an aerial spray of chemtrails. [13]
After being cultured for five days, the fibers produced a sheen across the wine medium, right before explosively reproducing hundreds of new fibers in a 24-hour period. [14]
He later explored how these nano-worms feed on the iron in human blood, explaining that,
“changes in iron and the utilization of iron in a pathogenic sense are at the heart of the Morgellons issue.”
[15]
An arduous course of research led Carnicom to conclude that the nanoworms present in Morgellons patients represent an entirely new life form, and one that was engineered using features from each of the three Domains of life:
- Bacteria
- Archaea
- Eukarya [16]
To bolster his argument, he refers to a Feb. 2010 disclosure by the Defense Advanced Research Projects Agency (DARPA),
“to develop immortal ‘synthetic organisms’, as outlined in the unclassified version of the 2011 budget,” citing Wired.com:
As part of its budget for the next year, DARPA is investing $6 million into a project called BioDesign, with the goal of eliminating ‘the randomness of natural evolutionary advancement.’
“…The project comes as DARPA also plans to throw $20 million into a new synthetic biology program, and $7.5 million into ‘increasing by several decades the speed with which we sequence, analyze and functionally edit cellular genomes.
” [17]
If these unidentified fibers are some sort of top-secret nanotech military weapon, that would explain why no answer and no help will come from the CDC or the military.
Using Carnicom’s research, and others, documentarian Sofia Smallstorm (9/11 Mysteries) raised a singularly spectacular question at a speech last year:
Is it possible that Morgellons sufferers are those whose bodies are genetically rejecting these nano-engineered life forms, while our bodies are integrating them? [6]
That question must be noodling the brains over at the CDC and DARPA.
They must be wondering what is different about those 4 in 100,000 people whose bodies reject these synthetic life forms. The report they didn’t reveal to the public is the one I want to read.
We do know that back in 2006, the National Institutes of Health listed Morgellons as a genetically caused disease, due to the presence of three copies of a chromosome rather than the normal two (known as trisomy).
This was found at the 5S rRNA genes located on chromosome 1, in the q42.11 to q42.12 region, according to the following screen capture by Jan Smith, who explains that a year later NIH deleted the webpage (click below image): [18]
Trisomy can result in mental retardation and physical deformities. [19]
- Are these bioengineered life forms causing rRNA to produce a third copy of chromosome 1 at q42.11 to q42.12?
- Or, do Morgellons sufferers already have a third copy, and its presence is somehow forcing the nano-worms to leave the body?
Several people agree with Carnicom that these living fibers are being sprayed on us via the vociferously denied chemtrail program.
Morgellons patient Kandy Griffin, president of Morgellons Research Group, puts it right out there:
Morgellons is not a disease. It is a process. It is a form offorced/directed evolution of the human genome. It is the fetal stage of
transhumanism, and it is upon us.
This stealth project is being carried out with the use of the daily chemtrail operations, which are happeningglobally. There is no escape. The chemtrail operations are terraforming the earth and everything on it, including you.
[20]
There is hope.
In the last section of Carnicom’s Thesis, he suggests several mitigation strategies that would apply equally to those who develop Morgellons and those who don’t, but who are likely assimilating rather than rejecting these bioengineered life forms. [15]
Notes
[1] Pearson ML, Selby JV, Katz KA, Cantrell V, Braden CR, et al. (2012) “Clinical, Epidemiologic, Histopathologic and Molecular Features of an Unexplained Dermopathy.” PLoS ONE 7(1): e29908. doi:10.1371/journal.pone.0029908. Available at http://www.plosone.org/article/info%3Adoi%2F10.1371%2Fjournal.pone.0029908
[2] Oklahoma State University Center for the Investigation of Morgellons Disease homepage http://www.healthsciences.okstate.edu/morgellons/index.cfm
See also: Randy S. Wymore and Rhonda Casey, “Morgellons Disease” (Joint Statement to the medical community), Oklahoma State University Center for Health Sciences, Tulsa, 15 May 2006. http://www.healthsciences.okstate.edu/morgellons/Joint%20Statement_4.pdf
Wymore, “A position statement from Randy S. Wymore on the topic of Morgellons Disease and other Morgellons-related issues,” 19 June 2007. http://www.healthsciences.okstate.edu/morgellons/docs/Wymore-position-statement-2-19-07.pdf
[3] Centers for Disease Control and Prevention, “CDC to launch study on unexplained illness,” 16 Jan. 2008. http://www.cdc.gov/media/pressrel/2008/r080116.htm
See also: Managing Infection Control, “Infection Focus: Morgellons; CDC to launch study on unexplained illness,” March 2008. Reproduced at http://healthvie.com/wp-admin/Articles/mic0308w52.pdf
[4] Centers for Disease Control and Prevention, “CDC Study of an Unexplained Dermopathy,” 25 Jan. 2012. http://www.cdc.gov/unexplaineddermopathy/
[5] Jan Smith, Morgellons Exposed, n.d. http://www.morgellonsexposed.com/
[6] Sofia Smallstorm, “From Chemtrails to Pseudo-Life: The Dark Agenda of Synthetic Biology,” speech at Conspiracy Con 2011, 4 June 2011, Santa Clara, California.
[7] Science 2.0, “GNA: DNA’s Chemical Cousin Is a Nanotechnology Building Block,” 28 April 2008. http://www.science20.com/news_releases/gna_dnas_chemical_cousin_is_a_nanotechnology_building_block
[8] Mike Stobbe, “Study of freakish mystery illness finds no cause,” Associated Press, 26 Jan. 2012. http://news.yahoo.com/study-freakish-mystery-illness-finds-no-cause-220159892.html
[9] U.S. National Library of Medicine, “Historic Medical Sites: Armed Forces Institute of Pathology,” 2 March 2004 (rev. 3 Aug. 2011), National Institutes of Health. http://www.nlm.nih.gov/hmd/medtour/afip.html
[10] Comptroller, Office of the Under Secretary of Defense, “Defense Health Program Operation and Maintenance Fiscal Year (FY) 2011 Budget Estimated Consolidated Health Support.” Vol I, Sec 5-C, OP-5, CHS, 11PB, DHP, Exhibit OP-5. p.3. Available at http://comptroller.defense.gov/defbudget/fy2011/budget_justification/pdfs/09_Defense_Health_Program/VOL_1/Vol_I_Sec_5-C_OP-5_CHS_11PB_DHP.pdf
[11] Armed Forces Institute of Pathology, The AFIP Letter, Vol. 159, No. 5, Oct. 2001. Reproduced at http://www.american-buddha.com/operationnobleeagleAFIP.pdf
[12] Barbara L. Minton, “Morgellons: Terrifying New Disease Reaching Pandemic Status,” Natural News, 3 Mar 2009. http://www.naturalnews.com/025757.html#ixzz1NacD5b3d
[13] Clifford E Carnicom, “The Biggest Crime of All Time, Confirmed: Environmental Filament Matched to Morgellons Condition,” 1 March 2011. http://www.carnicom.com/bio2011-2.htm
[14] Carnicom, “A New Form: Frequency Induced Disease?” 8 March 2011. http://www.carnicom.com/bio2011-3.htm
[15] Carnicom, “Morgellons – A Thesis,” 15 Oct. 2011 (rev. 1 Dec. 2011)
[16] Carnicom, “Morgellons: A New Classification,” 3 Feb. 2010 (rev. 11 Feb. 2010) http://www.carnicominstitute.org/articles/morgobs8.htm
[17] Katie Drummond, “Pentagon Looks to Breed Immortal ‘Synthetic Organisms,’ Molecular Kill-Switch Included,” 5 Feb. 2010.
[18] Jan Smith, “The Hidden NIH Webpage: NIH Website Lists Chromosome 1q42 Responsible for Morgellons Disease,” 18 Jan. 2008. See also: Sorensen PD, Lomholt B, Frederiksen S, Tommerup N, “Fine mapping of human 5S rRNA genes to chromosome 1q42.11–q42.13,” (1991). Cytogenet. Cell Genet. (1991); 1(57): 26-9. Abstract available at http://www.gene-profiles.org/pub/fine-mapping-of-human-5s-rrna-genes-to-chromosome-1q4211—-q4213
[19] March of Dimes, Chromosomal abnormalities, Dec. 2009. http://www.marchofdimes.com/baby/birthdefects_chromosomal.html
[20] Kandy Griffin, “Morgellons is not a disease,” 7 Aug. 2011. Many videos and other sources at: Amir Alwani, “
If Chemtrails And HAARP Didn’t Disturb You Enough, Wait Until You Hear About Morgellons,” 21 Nov. 2011.
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by CIDP Foundation
March-09-2009
from Rense Website
There is now strong data indicating that this disorder is associated with nanotechnology, specifically nanomachines in the form of nanofibers. The National Science Foundation (NSF) defines nanofibers as having at least one dimension of 100 nanometer (nm) or less.
Fiber samples, taken from the skin of a Morgellons sufferer, when exposed to heat, did not burn until it has been heated to 1700 degrees F. As well, under examination with an electron microscope, fiber samples appear not to be organic. They have no eukaryotic cells, no cell membrane. Meaning that Morgellons is not a parasite, it is not biological, it is a machine.
In March and April 2007, Jeff Rense published and broadcast some capable research based on scientific techniques including electron microscopy, energy dispersive spectroscopy, Fourier transform infrared spectroscopy and Fourier transform Raman spectroscopy. The Team Leader of the research unit was Dr Hilgegarde Staninger of Integrative Health International at Lakewood, California.
The preliminary findings were disturbing. Morgellons appears to be a communicable nanotechnology invasion of human tissue in the form of self-assembling, self-replicating nanotubes, nanowires, and nanoarrays with sensors.
Other nanoconfigurations associated with Morgellons disease carry genetically-altered and spliced DNA or RNA. The nanomachines which precipitate Morgellons thrive in alkaline ph conditions and use the body’s bio-electric energy and other (unidentified) elements for power. There is evidence that certain of the tiny machines possess their own internal batteries as well. The Morgellons nanomachines are configured to receive specific tuned microwave, EMF and ELF signals and radio data.
At this point, why this is happening is anyone’s guess. We do know that Morgellons is commonly found in all body fluids, orifices and often even hair follicles, and are believed to routinely achieve total body systemic penetration.
If these findings are correct, and Morgellons is nanotechnology capable of taking over biological systems, the question remains whether or not these nanomachines were the result of an accident, or a deliberate release with the intention of infecting people for some unknown purpose.
It is almost as if Morgellons is in the process of reconstructing people into an entirely different life form; a cyborg-like creature, both biological and machine. As well, with the reports that the Morgellons nanomachines are capable of receiving radio signals, this could indicate that each infected person/system would be able to communicate with other Morgellon sufferers, creating the potential that each person would be like a single brain-cell of a larger, artificial intelligence.
Are we facing an invasion by machine intelligence, or is this a twisted attempt by some unknown group or government to achieve the ultimate control of humankind? Considering the current world situation, it would not be unreasonable to imagine that someone could stoop to such evil as releasing something such as Morgellons upon an unsuspecting planet. Sometimes the smallest thing can cause the biggest problems.
We have to take a deeper look, beyond the affliction itself, before we will find any substantial answers
Morgellons Defined Again
by Jeff Rense
November 2008
from Rense Website
Morgellons is a communicable invasion or syndrome that afflicts the entire human body (it is not a ‘skin disease’) in the form of self-assembling, self-replicating, visible colored fibers, wires-like items, tiny black specks and other formations some containing what seem to be sensors or ‘antennae’. Other small objects are ‘fluorescent’ or metallic in color.
These (potentially nanotech-triggered) fiber ‘machines’ thrive in the human body and apparently use the host body’s bio-electric energy, its minerals and other elements for power and to physically replicate themselves. It is also speculated by some that these fibers may be able to receive microwave, EMF, ELF or some other modality of signals and information. To what end is not known.
It is also reported by many Morgellons victims that the fibers and other Morgellons items exhibit a kind of collective intelligence within the bodies they have parasitized.
The fibers are motile and can be easily observed to move and to reach out for nearby objects with a 10x to 30x scope. They are not bacterial or viral and can withstand blowtorch temperatures of 1400 F.
The symptoms of Morgellons vary widely from easily recognized skin lesions which can appear over wide areas on the body – and sometimes over the entire body – which do not scab normally. Strangely, Morgellons lesions have not been reported to become bacterially-infected. These lesions heal extremely slowly and leave white, pigment-free scars.
The mental and neurological effects of the Morgellons syndrome include:
- brain fog
- serious personality changes
- fear
- depression
- suicidal thoughts
- physical coordination issues
Morgellons victims also suffer:
- rapid spikes in body heat levels
- severe malaise
- chronic fatigue
It is established that Morgellons fibers are commonly found in all body fluids and orifices.
They have been found in bone joints, and are believed to routinely achieve full body systemic penetration… from major organs to the brain. It is very simple to find Morgellons fibers on the skin of victims and their clothing and often throughout their homes… which many believe become permanently infested and pose a clear and present danger to any uninfected people who come into the homes of Morgellons victims.
Communicability appears to be easy and probable via all normal bacterial or viral vectors, including all forms of direct contact, self-inoculation and even breathing in or consuming fibers with food are all believed viable transmission routes. Entire families and extended families are now infected. However, the spreading of Morgellons does not occur in all who come into contact with the afflicted. There may be some form of ‘immunity’ some people possess. Why that is the case remains unknown.
Since the fibers can withstand temperatures in excess of 1400° F, assured sterilization of medical/dental reusable medical equipment and instruments is moot. Some have tried to link Chemtrail aerosol spraying to the spread of Morgellons fibers, although proof of transmission through aerial spraying remains anecdotal and dubious.
The current CDC ‘Morgellons study’ being carried out by a Kaiser-Permanente group in Northern California is considered to be a cover-up and a farce.
Morgellons Destroys Relationships, Families & Happiness
by Cliff Mickelson
May-19-2008
from Rense Website
Hi Jeff
Per your request for further information about the impact of Morgellons on the mind.
As you know, I’ve had it for over 10 years and offer this information based on all of that experience and, as you well know, many years of intense research into this catastrophic affliction. Your 8th Morgellons Special – Psychological, Emotional, Personality and Relationship Impacts – should also be listened carefully by all Morgellons victims.
I sincerely hope the below helps.
– Cliff
Morgellons Destroys Relationships, Families & Happiness
It has long been common knowledge among Morgellons researchers that the effects of this emerging plague are not limited to simple physical manifestations.
As do many other new and emerging diseases, Morgellons attacks the mind of all victims as well as their body. In so doing, it is at once both obvious and subtle in it’s symptomology. Perhaps the most pervasive and common baseline defining this duel attack is a form of Depression that often makes its appearance during the early onset of the condition.
Depression is an insidious condition that debilitates a victim while often leaving them completely clueless as to the process that is affecting them. Of course, as we know, depression is not the sole domain of Morgellons victims.
It is an “umbrella” condition and finds fertile ground in many traumatic life-events as well as pathologies.
It is important at this juncture to emphasize that the demonstrative behavioral effects upon the personality of a subject afflicted with Morgellons, (and to some extent, Lyme) generally go beyond the normal behavioral parameters that define classical depression. We can call it depression with a “twist”…. It is a curious phenomena and one that is still poorly recognized and/or understood.
For lack of more concise terminology, the “twist” can be roughly described as “selective negative personality trait enhancement.”
It is an extremely novel and subtle effect but one that is part and parcel of the Morgellons personality profile.
The denial that accompanies this behavioral modification is commensurate with that of depression. The victim rarely notices their own negative enhancements. However, such changes do not often escape the notice of those closest to the victim. They in turn, often find themselves increasingly powerless to negotiate a relationship where the rules they formerly co-existed by no longer apply or are being arbitrarily changed.
As a result, many Morgellons victims unwittingly engage in a form of relationship ‘suicide’ where relationships are almost invariably destroyed by stealth personality traits that target the very people closest to them and who form their primary support system.
Behavioral modification in a Morgellons victim generally occurs in the initial stages of the disease. These appear to be changes that are always rooted in the natural proclivities that existed in the makeup of the personality prior to affliction. However, prior to Morgellons onset these personal and socially counterproductive personality traits are ones that were usually partially or completely controlled, regulated or suppressed.
Morgellons appears to create in its victims a condition which allows a certain number of these formerly sub-dominant behaviors to become “enhanced” to varying degrees. During the high season of initial onset, a victim, (Even if he or she is made aware of the issue) will be unlikely to be able to exert effective self-control or to take personal responsibility for modified behaviors in question.
The forms and types of negative behavioral examples available for impartial examination are legion. Judgmental excesses as well as compulsive completion and procrastination issues are usually but not always the locus of these matters.
Fault projection in a relationship, (especially if the tendency was pre-existing) is also quite common. This particular enhancement is usually directed at a spouse or significant other. It is one of the more personally destructive effects of Morgellons and has been the ruination of many formerly healthy and rewarding relationships.
It is worth noting that most Morgellons victims who have weathered the first few years of affliction have slowly come to an awareness of this phenomenon and it’s effect upon their lives and the lives of those around them. With the dawning of this awareness comes a belated self-understanding and the beginning of the painful journey toward a compromise/solution that enables the Morgellons patient to engage in a functional or semi-functional life once again.
It is long and difficult struggle but one that is its own reward in the end.
Regards,
-Cliff Mickelson
MORGELLONS SPECIAL No. 8Psychological, Emotional, Personality And Relationship ImpactsCliff Mickelson, Jan Smith Guests
CommentAnon
This was very helpful for me. I am fighting to keep my relationships intact. I do not feel or think the same as I used to. I am so different now, and I cannot seem to get my old jolly self back and everyone does not understand.
